I want to love and be loved.

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I am full of sparkle & compassion.I practice kindness. I'm loyal, adventurous, supportive & surprising. I am also shy until I get to know you.
I don't have an amazing figure or a flat stomach. I eat food, I have curves, I have more fat than I should. I am working on myself tho. Finding out it's easier to put on than take off. I have scars because I have a history. I love my pj's, & go without make-up. I am random & crazy. I don't pretend to be somebody I am not.
I love the Lord, I am a southern country girl who is most comfortable in jeans & t-shirts. I also know how to put on a dress & clean-up nice.
I am strong willed, independent & a bit outspoken once I get to know you, but I love & give with all my heart.
I'm quirky, silly, blunt & broken. I require attention, long for passion & wish to be desired. I crave a love so deep that even the ocean would be jealous. I love hard with all that I have.
Some say I am too sensitive & the truth is I just feel too much. Every word, every action, & every energy goes straight to my heart.
A friend once said "Someday I'm going to find someone who can show me what laughter & love means; then we will fill in the missing colors in each other's paint by number dreams". I have always loved that!
I am a hopeless romantic at heart. I dream of who I will spend the rest of my life with & what the two of us will do together. For once in my life, I want to be romanced with sweet simple things, & thoughtful amazing little surprises! I dream of being loved, wanted & needed. I dream of having somebody to hold me as much as I dream about loving & holding somebody.
I dream of cooking for my love & having him come up & put his arms around me from behind & hug me tight & kiss my neck. I dream of watching my special someone doing something he is passionate about. There is something sexy about watching a man doing something he loves. I want to be able to walk into the room where he is & just watch him, come up to him, touch him, kiss him just because that's what I like to do. To me it's the little things that mean so much.
I am an emotional woman who really is just a little girl on the inside. I would love for my man to remember that I am this woman but I also need him to protect the little girl that's inside. Someone to treat me like a woman and a queen but protect the little girl inside that's always dreamed of a knight in shining armor & all that.
Music is one of my passions. It speaks to my soul. I love all kinds of music, but country music is my favorite, but whatever genre it is if it speaks to me, I am going listen to it. I use music & e-cards to speak the words my heart fails to find.
I love cooking & would cook more if I had someone to cook for. I don't smoke, don’t use street drugs, socially or otherwise, & seldom drink.
I love animals & would have a houseful if I had room. I currently have a Siamese mix cat, a French Bulldog & share a Doberman with my son.
I work many hours to keep busy. My job is not my life, it is a means to live. I will adjust my work hours to have time for that someone special in my life.
Family is important to me. My family can be challenging at times, but I love them all with all my heart.
Happiness for me is waking up in the middle of the night for no reason and feeling the heat of the person I love sleeping next to me. As I turn over & see them in their most peaceful, innocent & vulnerable state. I smile & gently kiss their face. As I turn back over & feel an arm wrap around my waist & pull me closer. I know it doesn't get any better than that.
I don't need a perfect relationship, I just need somebody who won't give up on me. Who will let me have my opinion knowing that if I disagree with them, it doesn’t mean I don’t love them, it just means I have a different opinion.
I don't want to be alone any more. My days are endless helping others & my nights are oh so lonely. A life is meant to be shared with others & I am still missing that one meant for me to love.

Sign

Aquarius

My Body Type Is

A Few Extra Pounds

My Height Is

5' 2 (1.57 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

Yes - At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Grey

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat, Dog, Fish

Willing To Relocate

No

Who is your favorite country music artists?

Gary Allan, Blake Shelton, Luke Bryan, Alan Jackson, Reba,,Miranda Lambert

How often do you hunt?

Never

What is your favorite truck?

Chevy Shortbed Stepside

How often do you attend rodeos?

Occasionally

Are you a gun owner?

No, and don't plan to be

How often do you ride a horse?

Occasionally

What's your favorite piece of cowboy gear?

Hat

My Education Level Is

High School Diploma

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Customer Service Rep

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

With Kid(s), With Pet(s)

At Home

It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - One Or Two

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Observant

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Religion / Spirituality, Family, Music, Dancing, Cooking, Gardening, Camping

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home

An Ideal First Date Would Be

I love picnics by a lake or a nice quiet dinner at
a great restaurant, hayrides or buggy rides.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Deep sea fishing

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Week

My Political Views Are

Republican

My Goal In Life Is

To find someone who can show me what laughter and love means; then we will fill in the missing colors in each other's paint by number dreams

My Kind Of Humor Is

Goofy

On Tv, I Always Watch

Documentaries, Situation Comedies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Romance, Family

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Gospel

When I Read, I Always Read

Home & Garden, Religious

My Idea Of Fun Is

Hanging out by the fireplace listening to good music, or going horseback riding, or hanging at the lake

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I want to spend my life in the arms of a man who loves me from the deepest pit of his heart & soul. I want to grow old with him & spend all my days just cuddling him, pampering him, loving him & taking care of him. I want someone who is prepared for a million questions, uncontrollable laughter, my family, my appetite, musical outbursts, random dancing, my friends, sad/happy tears, deep talks, my imagination, my dreams, walks in the rain, random texts, useless arguments, & accepts the real me. I want a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when I hang up on him, who will lay under the stars with me & let me listen to his heartbeat. I want someone who can kiss my flaws & make them perfect, touch my fears & make me brave, love my brokenness & make me whole. I don't want ordinary love. I want my love to be one of a kind. I want to wake up every morning next to the person I love & tell him how lucky I am. I want to walk down the street holding hands & have strangers know how much we love each other. I want to be with someone who sees my worst but loves me any way. I want to be able to laugh with the person I love, but also have conversations where we share our deepest thoughts. I want a love that's so special it lasts a lifetime. I believe in love & romance. I want someone to go crazy for me. I want to be romanced & made to feel special & thought of. I want to feel passion & heat & sweat & madness. I want Valentines & Cupids & all the rest of that corny stuff. I want it all for the first time in my life, for the rest of my life. I want someone who wants to take the time to slow dance with me just out of the blue, in the middle of a commercial break while watching tv or in the grocery store in the middle of the isle, or outside under the stars or in the rain. I'm far from perfect but everyday I get better. I'm not looking for a fairy tale, I'm looking for someone honest, loyal & kind. At the end of the day I am just looking to share something special & something that lasts with a man that is just as tired of getting it wrong as I am. Every time I get in the car it seems, I hear the song "Crazy Girl” by the Eli Young Band; I want somebody to hear that song & think of me, dedicate it to me, sing it to me. Talk to me with music & poetry & cute little love notes/texts too. I am looking for someone who can make me smile & laugh & feel appreciated. Someone that will make calling & texting me the first & last thing they do every day. Someone that will be there to hold me when I feel lost & vulnerable. Someone to love & accept me for who I am, flaws & all. Someone who gives me butterflies in my stomach every time we are together. Someone that I can call mine. I want to fall asleep & wake up with someone knowing my heart is safe. I want to love & be loved. I want a guy who likes to go for walks with me, who I can talk to about anything. Someone who puts my cold hands in his warm pockets. Someone who realizes that I might say things that I don't always mean, who will let me vent without calling me crazy. Someone who will tell me his problems & ask for my opinions. Someone who is simply mine alone to hold. I want someone who won't get annoyed when I text him ten times in a row or in all caps, or send him a bunch of e-cards or links to songs that remind me of him/us. I want someone I can go on long drives with & sing along to the radio with, however badly. I want someone who chooses me every day & never thinks twice about it. Every girl needs reassurance. I need for you to tell me, to prove to me that I am the right one for you. Not all the time, just once in a while I want to know that you won't wake up one morning & feel differently. I want someone who understands that a strong relationship requires choosing to love each other even in those moments when you struggle to like each other. I want us to last. I don't want to have an amazing couple of months & then it be all over in a flash. I don't want to experience the feelings of hurt, confusion, & disappointment. No matter what we run into & no matter how hard things get, I want us to stick together. I don’t want to share him. I want him to be loyal because he loves me & wants to be only with me. I know there's a guy out there who is meant to be the love of my life, my best friend, my soul mate. Someone I can tell my dreams to. He'll brush the hair out of my eyes, bring me flowers when I least expect it, for no reason. He will call me to tell me goodnight or just cause he is missing me. He will look me in the eyes & tell me I am beautiful & for the first time in my life I will believe him.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Committed